short 50s long video of my new changes with my remaining 3 plants. tomorrow I’ll flush them til wet at bottoms, my plants usually respond very well to that. 🤞🤞🤞 wish me luck & good advice lol.
because of this issue I haven’t started any new seeds because I feel a bit depressed about it & discouraged. I’ve been growing close to 2 years & still feel i know NOTHING. 😔🤷♀️
it didn’t help that I was in a bullying club for canna mentors, friends, hangouts & learning, where I was shamed for every mistake & shunned for them. called the boofcrew on discord or cariboo heart tv on YouTube.
I have to remember I’m brand new to this, have severe TBI history & brain damage in a few tiny areas of my brain, like central brain sleep apnea (not mask kind, the untreatable insomnia type), loss of ability to organize, getting easily overwhelmed or over stimulated, plus I’m a 60 yr old boomer learning to grow 🤷♀️🤞🤣 maybe after 5-10 yrs making same mistakes I’ll be able to feel confident in a grow style right for me.
I share my mistakes so others might avoid them & learn. peace & love. ✌💋 Gina
UPDATE: they’re doing good, growing new leaves & buds, they love my bar light especially 🙌
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